Note: This post was written Monday Feb. 22nd - sorry for the late posting!
Yesterday I wrapped up a very full weekend of racing, with my third race in as many days. The Western Circuit collegiate teams had come through town as they do nearly every year, for the college races hosted by Nevada at Auburn Ski Club. I had really been looking forward to these races for most of the season, deciding in the last few weeks that I really wanted to try to be in top form as I realized that they would ultimately prove to be some of my biggest races of the season given the level of competition there compared to most of the other races I was able (or rather unable to) get myself to this season.
In addition, I have been on the college circuit for four years now and was following it heavily last year for a fifth season, so it really is a good way to gage myself against competitors whom I have competed against before and see how I am progressing against the circuit. Aside from that, I also just really love doing the college races because they are fun. There are so many great people on the circuit who I became close friends with during my time on it, and while the people have changed over the years, there is a great new group coming in for all of those who leave. It is always fun to see old friends and meet the new skiers.
Ultimately, my weekend was a little bit disappointing, but as always there were both highlights and lowlights. In the end, I didn’t get the results I was hoping for and feel like I am capable of. I simply just wasn’t feeling 100 percent this weekend, with two pretty tired days at the college races. On the other hand, I am very pleased with the fact that I know confidently that I gave the absolute best races I could, given how I was feeling and what my body could do at the time. That is always a good thing. After each race, even though I knew I was tired going in and was a bit disappointed to see the results, I still felt happy and proud because I knew that I really raced well and couldn’t have done much anything else better.
The weekend started with the 5 km Classic on Friday at ASC. As is well-known, I love Classic racing and have typically considered it my better technique, although I am not so sure now because it is difficult when we get so few opportunities to Classic race up here (only 3-4 per year). I was really looking forward to this race as a chance to really show my stuff and prove that I am among the top-ten Classic skiers in the Western circuit – a feat which I know I am capable of but haven’t accomplished since my junior year, due to a rough last couple of years. This year, I felt primed and ready coming in. I knew the course because I had skied it before, and most importantly I liked it and felt that it played to my strengths. Unfortunately, it was a tough week for training with coaching and working down at the news station consuming a lot of my time, so I just didn’t get in many good quality training days. Yet, I was still running around all over the place, scrambling all week long and not getting much time to rest. So, come Friday, I felt relaxed and confident, not nervous – despite knowing that these would ultimately be some of my biggest races of the year – but still just a little bit tired and kind of lacking my usual spark. Nonetheless, I fired myself up and got excited to lay it down out there. It was a quick, fast Classic race and I knew it would be fun!
I headed out almost last on the course as an independent skier, just ahead of friends/ teammates Annika Taylor and Chelsea Holmes, respectively, and behind eventual top-five finisher Zoe Roy of Utah. I don’t think starting so far back proved to be beneficial as I was pretty much all on my own throughout the race, with no splits or sense of how I was doing and just how close I was to people several spots in front of me in a very tight race. Nonetheless, I raced HARD and I really think that I raced well. I was not super pleased with my skis, I think mostly because I need to do some testing with my classic skis and/or get some new skis, because they are clearly NOT dialed in. I had the same wax as others who thought it was great, so whether it is because I started later or because my skis are not quite right, it didn’t work out so well for me -- draggy on the flats and downhills yet still slipping on some of the uphills! But, I made the best of it and pushed hard from the get-go, racing strong and smart throughout the course and really skiing well in terms of technique (or at least I thought so!). In the end, I came in a respectable 22nd – not a bad spot, but certainly not where I wanted to be, though only 30 seconds out of the top-ten and 45 out of the top-five in a very tight race on the fast course (only 15 minutes!). As I said, I was happy with the way I raced because I know I gave it everything I had and felt like I skied well. I was EXHAUSTED at the end and know I couldn’t have pushed any harder, which is good because sometimes after 5 km I feel like I could race another five!
Yet, I do think the biggest problem still was the fact that the race was a 5k, which I am very much not used to skiing this year, and have never been very good at. It has always been a struggle for me – as much more of a long distance skier – to push myself hard enough and go fast enough for 5k that it is actually even a faster pace at all than my 15 or 10k, but this year especially it was difficult. In the past, I did 5 k’s every weekend in college, so I got the chance to work on it a lot. This year, it was my first race under 10 km, other than one sprint, which was done mostly for training. The three weekends prior, I raced 15, 20 and 30km, respectively. Needless to say, my tempo was just not up to par. I could tell that the “fifth gear” just wasn’t there. Even though I was pushing hard, I just couldn’t get that tempo and speed fast enough to be where I needed to be, which is something that I believe takes a lot of work and cannot just suddenly be compensated for in one race. So, I know this is something I still need to work on, because even though I don’t do many 5 k’s and don’t really want them to be my specialty, I still think it is important to work on your weaknesses, and that tempo and speed and the ability to push to the next gear can be helpful at any level and distance, especially for pushing into the finish. So, I will get going with this and try to push myself to take more opportunities to race 5 k’s even though they are not my favorite! Between the tempo issue (I was told I looked like I was skiing a 30 k!), the wax/ ski issue and the overall residual tiredness from four pretty tough weekends of racing in a row leading into this three-day weekend, the race was not destined to be one my best. But I made the best of it. For that, I’ll take the 22nd.
Saturday brought the 15 km skate, a tough course and VERY tired muscles from Friday’s hard effort. I think that even though a 5 k is shorter, because it requires so much exertion to try to push the max in just 15 minutes, and again because I’m not used to it, that made me REALLY tired. I knew going into Saturday that it could be a rough one since my body felt tired before I even started skiing. And it certainly was. But, again, I raced really well, given the limitations of my body on the day. I pushed to the max and did everything I could to ski smart and technically well in order to get me around the course as fast as possible. I had a terrible start – one of my biggest weaknesses and problems all year – which caused me to be in LAST place coming into the 2nd kilometer. This is a MAJOR problem, and undoubtedly changed the rest of my race, ultimately making it MUCH more difficult for me to get into the top-15 or even top-20. I wasn’t too terrible getting out of the double pole zone, albeit not great, but not so bad. But then after the 1st kilometer all-out war of stepping on skis and poles, throwing elbows and pushing one’s way toward the front, I had not risen to the challenge of the battle, and AGAIN (as is common) found myself in a place I did NOT belong, which is tough. I try to stay relaxed and out of the heat of aggression so I don’t end up losing a pole or going down – not worth it in my opinion – but I obviously need to change that strategy and just get more aggressive and get in there, because being in the back in a group of 35 strong women is not where you want to be and causes you to end up racing a race you are NOT supposed to be in, when the real race where you belong is taking place in front of you and out of your reach.
My plan had been to start strong but not over-the-top and move up with each 5 km lap, as I always try to do in three-lap races. And I did do that. However, I had planned to start right inside the top-20 and work my way up toward the top-ten. Instead, I ended up starting from the very back and having to work my way past a whole bunch of girls I never planned on having to pass, and eventually into 22nd place – AGAIN! At least I am consistent, even if it’s consistently mediocre! ;) But again, I am proud of the way I raced. I did work my way up the field with each lap and passing kilometer and I pushed as hard as I could on that day. Surprisingly, even though my body was tired I felt really good on the hills and actually wished there were more! I seemed to get ahead and/or drop girls on the hills, but I think because on the hills I could rely on tempo and then had to push my muscles on the flats, it was much harder. I just didn’t have the strength given my fatigue from Friday. But, in the end I did the best I could and raced all the way to the finish line, again totally exhausted for the finish. Two of my coaches told me they thought it was a great race and I looked much better than Friday, so I must have been doing something right! Again, I was not disappointed, because I did everything I could, though I wish it could have at least been a top-20 finish, if not a top-15. That is what I expect from myself, but I guess I have to remember those are “100-percent-body” expectations, not 75.
All in all, the college racing experience I had long been looking forward to and hoping to really rise up for was not quite what I had envisioned, but that’s the way it goes sometimes. In a long racing season, it is difficult to get your body to feel good at the times you want it to, especially when there are so many. To have a good race, everything has to come together at the same time, and that is tough to do. That is why you just have to give it your best with what you’ve got that day, and I believe that this kind of perseverance is the mark of a good racer.
I was still left with the chance for yet another highlight though, which this time surprisingly came in the form of a really good race overall. On Sunday, I headed up to Tahoe Donner to do the Sierra Nordic Relay Race, just because it is always a good time and I like to support the local racing community, because it is so great to be a part of. It was a beautiful day at Tahoe Donner (as usual), and even though I was tired from two hard days of racing, I was fired up to get out there. Only one problem… I didn’t have a team! After a couple of unsuccessful attempts to get some of the UAA girls to join me, since they were staying up in Tahoe to train between the races and the RMISA Championships, I was lucky enough to find a local pair who had lost their third partner, and conveniently they needed someone to classic ski, which was what I really wanted to do. Lucky me! So, with about 15 minutes to spare before the race start, I got signed up on a team with Beth Thomas and Joe Dengler, grabbed my Fischer Zero skis that had not been glide-waxed and which I was only hoping would work in the conditions since I had nothing else, and headed out for a quick warm-up before the race start. Maybe it was just because I hardly had anytime to ski, but I was actually not feeling so bad… almost kind of fresh, even. And I was definitely excited to do the race.
I think I always like this race because it is just really low-key and fun. Relay racing is always fun, and this race is a cool little course with some good double-poling and kick double-pole sections, a nice gradual uphill for great striding and a technical downhill with some sweet jumps on the bottom (put in just for the race). It was good after the college races to just be back in with the same crowd and no pressure whatsoever. That day, especially, things were even more low-key. I think I must thrive under the flying-by-the-seat-of-my-pants, totally relaxed race situation. Ultimately, I guess my best races are those when I am really having fun. Yes, there are those rare times when despite the pushing and the pain, you really look back and think, “man was that a great time!” Sunday was one of those.
I have no idea why, because I would think that a third race day in a row would be disastrous, but for some reason I felt really good and the race went really well. Maybe my body just needed the two race days prior to wake itself up. Maybe just the relaxed situation of starting with so few people on a familiar, fun course and with a lot of guys around me who I can push to keep up with but don’t have the pressure of having to beat. But I really felt great! This 5k classic, perhaps unfortunately, was much better than the one on Friday. It always seems like I have really good races and do well at the times when it matters the least, but you know what, it’s still a good thing if it gives me confidence and makes me feel good about my racing and my abilities. I felt snappy and strong, and my skis worked perfectly! I pushed myself to hang on to the lead guys and ended up 5th overall in the Classic leg (1st woman), less than 30 seconds out from the leader! It was great. Afterward, of course, I was COMPLETELY EXHAUSTED! Like, beyond exhausted. I felt like I could barely move my legs or arms, or even stand up! Drained of all energy, as though the 5k had taken every last ounce that I could muster. But, hey, isn’t that what ski racing is all about?! Leaving it all on the racecourse, whether it’s one day or three. This week, I will look forward to some rest and recovery, in anticipation of my kids’ STATE CHAMPIONSHIPS and the Royal Gorge Freestyle Race next Sunday! Good stuff. :)
Monday, March 1, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Changing Roles
Another big change for me this season has been a major role reversal. After more than a decade of being coached almost daily by a whole heep of amazing coaches, each with their own plethora of valuable advice, the tables have turned. I, taking what I have learned from them, am now coaching, and reciprocating that advice back to other young skiers. The team I am coaching for is the Incline High School Highlanders. They are an absolutely amazing group. Let me fill in a little bit on just why I love coaching so much, and how it has changed things for me this ski season -- for the better.
As a coach, you are many things. You are both a teacher and a learner, a leader and a follower, a preacher and a listener... I can see, in so many ways, how much I am doing for these kids everday. And let me tell you, that feels amazing. Coaching is not always an easy job -- often times it is much more difficult than people anticipate -- but, at least for me, it is beyond rewarding. I think one of the greatest benefits of coaching kids without a ton of experience (some of my kids are in only their first year of skiing) is that you see SUCH big improvements, and the kids get SO excited about the gains they are making. This is such an incredible thing to be a part of. I instantly felt so connected to the kids, the job I was doing and the progress they were making. I found myself hoping and wishing for them to do well in the races as though it was my own race. I go to sleep anxious, replaying over and over in my head whether I have everything packed up for the race and whether I have done everything right to prepare the team during the week. I get to the course and feel excited for the gun to go off. And when it does, I find myself frantically running around the course trying to catch every second of the action. And when I see the kids turning in amazing results and making huge strides each week, I feel like I am boiling over with genuine excitement and pride. I really am so, so proud of the kids, and truly proud of myself for the hard work and effort I have put in to getting them to this next level that they are reaching.
I think that one of the biggest reasons I/ my teaching have been so well-received by my team is simply because I can relate to them well. Because I have been taught SO much in my life, and am still being taught and still learning in so many ways all the time, I believe it is easier for me to put myself in their own shoes and understand their role as the receivers of the information. Throuhgout my ski career, I have struggled with many concepts in technique -- which I am still working on -- and I truly feel like this has benefited my abilities to coach. Because I have struggled with so many things and had to work so hard, and be taught so much and try so hard to process that teaching, I feel like I have a really good sense of how to convey something more easily and how to enable the kids to understand it. Likewise, I have a very real understanding in the event that they do NOT quite get what I am saying the first, or even the fifth time. Because I am still a skier myself, and still learning from others everyday, I feel like teaching is coming very naturally. Simply put, I try to explain things in the way that I have worked through them in order to understand them myself. So far, it seems to be working well.
Likewise, the kids themselves are a major part of my relative "success" as a coach. Meaning, really, that they have created and pushed to attain their own success. And in turn, this has made me better, and enabled me to make them better. As I mentioned, when you are coaching you are both a teacher and a learner, a leader and a follower. Coaching has been beneficial for me personally in so many ways. Definitely one of the biggest things is that we learn by teaching. Working on technique every single afternoon, even if it's going back to the very basics, has been a constant reminder to me of what I need to be thinking about and exactly what I should be seeking to achieve everyday. Too often, we get caught up in our training plans, interval sessions, distance workout, etc. and forget to take a step back and simply think about what we are doing, and what we should be doing. Runing through drills daily with my kids and likewise explaining fundamentals, principles and theories of skiing to them totally reinfornces these things within my own mind, and hopefully in a way that they can be applied to my own skiing.
But even more than that, I feel like I learn from my kids themselves. They come out everyday with a smile on their face, excited and ready to start practice. Even on days when they know it will be ALL technique review and ALL the same drills they have already done time and time again, they show up ready and willing. They are focused and determined, and most of all excited to learn. Even on the interval days when I push them beyond limits they have ever reached, they keep their heads up and they push themselves even harder. But most of all, even heading into the races, when they started out the season knowing they were the underdogs and had very little experience, they went out with determination, pride and a competitive spirit that brought them to new heights. By this point in the season, they are far from the underdogs -- becoming frontrunners even -- yet the task never changes. They still head into the races with the same determined attitude and focus. They still go out there with their goal to leave it all on the course every time. Whether their goal be to win the JV race, as one of my girls has now achieved, or to place above last just once this season, as another girl told me she hoped for and achieved in only the first race, the sense of pride when it has been achieved is just as great. When these kids finish a race, and you can see that they have given 120 percent by the pain on their faces, they are absolutely beaming when they cross the line. And this is something that not only makes me proud as a coach, but which I find admirable as an athlete. The attitudes they have developed truly, in my mind, embody the spirit of skiing. In this way, I can certainly learn from them, and am doing so everyday.
Coaching is tough sometimes too, of course. It is not always fun. It is a whole lot of hard work, beyond what is conceived of or recognized. Sometimes I feel like I am working on coaching, in some way, almost all day long and into the night. Whether it is responding to email questions, having meetings, writing training plans, analyzing videos or preparing a waxing lesson, I am busy. Very, very busy. There are those times when I do think my skiing would benefit from having more time for myself this season: such as big training weeks when putzing around in the snow doing drills and easy skiing seems like it is just draining more of your energy when you know you have another training session later, or the times when you are up late preparing for the race when you know you should be maximizing sleep because it is two nights before YOUR race. But, all in all, it is well worth it. As I said before, there are many benefits that the job brings to my own skiing. And these, in combination with the personal rewards in terms of seeing the results of your efforts and the affect that those results have on the kids, far outweigh any possible disadvantages. I just have to remember this on the tough days ;)
One last thing I would like to say about coaching is that being a coach is something I truly believe every serious skier, or athlete of any kind for that matter, should take on at some point in their lives. For one, it really enables you to conceptualize and appreciate ALL the efforts that your own coaches put in for you over the years, and just how hard they worked and how much they invested to get you to the level that you are at today. There is so much more work beyond what any of us realize, or at least beyond what I ever really thought about growing up. And until you have stepped into that role yourself, I think it is difficult to truly appreciate that. I now see, for example, just how freaking STRESSFUL it is to be a coach at a classic race! I mean, for one just packing for one of these things and making sure you have EVERYTHING you could possibly need in terms of waxing is stressful enough. But then you get there and have to SCRAMBLE around all over the place, testing out wax, testing out more wax, then actually rounding up all of your kids, getting the wax on their skis while they are simultaneously freaking out because it is "only twenty minutes until I start!!! HURRY!!", corking furiously as you, meanwhile, simultanesouly pray they will like it the first time so that you don't have to do the same thing all over again amidst the panic of only FIVE minutes until race start. Then, frantically trying to run out on to the course and cheer on your girls at least once around the lap while you scramble to get the boys waxed up because they start only minutes after the girls finish. WHEW, is it a relief when it is all over. Now THAT is something I truly, TRULY appreciate of my coaches. THANK YOU, so much, for working so hard all these years to give me bomber kick wax for all my classic races. Not quite sure how you did it, frankly. Likewise, thank you for all of your efforts both in and outside of practice, because I know there were many. For all the late nights working on my training plan, all the extra meetings outside of practice when I had a question that seemed impossible to answer or was freaking out about who knows what, for the pep talks and preparation and the encouragement and constructive criticism. Thank you so much Jeff, Glenn, Ben, August and ALL the other coaches who have come into my life and enabled me to prgoress so much as a skier, athlete and person. I truly appreciate you. Finally, being a coach is an awesome way to give back to the sport. So, if you were ever a ski racer or serious athlete, get out there and do some coaching! Believe me, it will feel really great, you will learn a lot, and you will gain a new sense of pride and appreciation for your sport, yourself and those who have supported you.
By the way... while I am talking about my coaching experiences this year, I would like to take the chance to brag about my kids' performance on Friday at the Mammoth classic races! They did AMAZING! Melanie was our top girl, winning the JV an taking fourth place OVERALL with the varsity girls! She also qualified for JOs in the Skogsloppet earlier this season -- her FIRST season of skiing! Maddy was third place in JV, followed by Ashley in 11th place and Julie in 30th. Ryan again raced to a fourth place finish in the boys' open race and Arjun placed 17th. They raced so hard and looked so strong, and I am SO proud. Way to team!!!
As a coach, you are many things. You are both a teacher and a learner, a leader and a follower, a preacher and a listener... I can see, in so many ways, how much I am doing for these kids everday. And let me tell you, that feels amazing. Coaching is not always an easy job -- often times it is much more difficult than people anticipate -- but, at least for me, it is beyond rewarding. I think one of the greatest benefits of coaching kids without a ton of experience (some of my kids are in only their first year of skiing) is that you see SUCH big improvements, and the kids get SO excited about the gains they are making. This is such an incredible thing to be a part of. I instantly felt so connected to the kids, the job I was doing and the progress they were making. I found myself hoping and wishing for them to do well in the races as though it was my own race. I go to sleep anxious, replaying over and over in my head whether I have everything packed up for the race and whether I have done everything right to prepare the team during the week. I get to the course and feel excited for the gun to go off. And when it does, I find myself frantically running around the course trying to catch every second of the action. And when I see the kids turning in amazing results and making huge strides each week, I feel like I am boiling over with genuine excitement and pride. I really am so, so proud of the kids, and truly proud of myself for the hard work and effort I have put in to getting them to this next level that they are reaching.
I think that one of the biggest reasons I/ my teaching have been so well-received by my team is simply because I can relate to them well. Because I have been taught SO much in my life, and am still being taught and still learning in so many ways all the time, I believe it is easier for me to put myself in their own shoes and understand their role as the receivers of the information. Throuhgout my ski career, I have struggled with many concepts in technique -- which I am still working on -- and I truly feel like this has benefited my abilities to coach. Because I have struggled with so many things and had to work so hard, and be taught so much and try so hard to process that teaching, I feel like I have a really good sense of how to convey something more easily and how to enable the kids to understand it. Likewise, I have a very real understanding in the event that they do NOT quite get what I am saying the first, or even the fifth time. Because I am still a skier myself, and still learning from others everyday, I feel like teaching is coming very naturally. Simply put, I try to explain things in the way that I have worked through them in order to understand them myself. So far, it seems to be working well.
Likewise, the kids themselves are a major part of my relative "success" as a coach. Meaning, really, that they have created and pushed to attain their own success. And in turn, this has made me better, and enabled me to make them better. As I mentioned, when you are coaching you are both a teacher and a learner, a leader and a follower. Coaching has been beneficial for me personally in so many ways. Definitely one of the biggest things is that we learn by teaching. Working on technique every single afternoon, even if it's going back to the very basics, has been a constant reminder to me of what I need to be thinking about and exactly what I should be seeking to achieve everyday. Too often, we get caught up in our training plans, interval sessions, distance workout, etc. and forget to take a step back and simply think about what we are doing, and what we should be doing. Runing through drills daily with my kids and likewise explaining fundamentals, principles and theories of skiing to them totally reinfornces these things within my own mind, and hopefully in a way that they can be applied to my own skiing.
But even more than that, I feel like I learn from my kids themselves. They come out everyday with a smile on their face, excited and ready to start practice. Even on days when they know it will be ALL technique review and ALL the same drills they have already done time and time again, they show up ready and willing. They are focused and determined, and most of all excited to learn. Even on the interval days when I push them beyond limits they have ever reached, they keep their heads up and they push themselves even harder. But most of all, even heading into the races, when they started out the season knowing they were the underdogs and had very little experience, they went out with determination, pride and a competitive spirit that brought them to new heights. By this point in the season, they are far from the underdogs -- becoming frontrunners even -- yet the task never changes. They still head into the races with the same determined attitude and focus. They still go out there with their goal to leave it all on the course every time. Whether their goal be to win the JV race, as one of my girls has now achieved, or to place above last just once this season, as another girl told me she hoped for and achieved in only the first race, the sense of pride when it has been achieved is just as great. When these kids finish a race, and you can see that they have given 120 percent by the pain on their faces, they are absolutely beaming when they cross the line. And this is something that not only makes me proud as a coach, but which I find admirable as an athlete. The attitudes they have developed truly, in my mind, embody the spirit of skiing. In this way, I can certainly learn from them, and am doing so everyday.
Coaching is tough sometimes too, of course. It is not always fun. It is a whole lot of hard work, beyond what is conceived of or recognized. Sometimes I feel like I am working on coaching, in some way, almost all day long and into the night. Whether it is responding to email questions, having meetings, writing training plans, analyzing videos or preparing a waxing lesson, I am busy. Very, very busy. There are those times when I do think my skiing would benefit from having more time for myself this season: such as big training weeks when putzing around in the snow doing drills and easy skiing seems like it is just draining more of your energy when you know you have another training session later, or the times when you are up late preparing for the race when you know you should be maximizing sleep because it is two nights before YOUR race. But, all in all, it is well worth it. As I said before, there are many benefits that the job brings to my own skiing. And these, in combination with the personal rewards in terms of seeing the results of your efforts and the affect that those results have on the kids, far outweigh any possible disadvantages. I just have to remember this on the tough days ;)
One last thing I would like to say about coaching is that being a coach is something I truly believe every serious skier, or athlete of any kind for that matter, should take on at some point in their lives. For one, it really enables you to conceptualize and appreciate ALL the efforts that your own coaches put in for you over the years, and just how hard they worked and how much they invested to get you to the level that you are at today. There is so much more work beyond what any of us realize, or at least beyond what I ever really thought about growing up. And until you have stepped into that role yourself, I think it is difficult to truly appreciate that. I now see, for example, just how freaking STRESSFUL it is to be a coach at a classic race! I mean, for one just packing for one of these things and making sure you have EVERYTHING you could possibly need in terms of waxing is stressful enough. But then you get there and have to SCRAMBLE around all over the place, testing out wax, testing out more wax, then actually rounding up all of your kids, getting the wax on their skis while they are simultaneously freaking out because it is "only twenty minutes until I start!!! HURRY!!", corking furiously as you, meanwhile, simultanesouly pray they will like it the first time so that you don't have to do the same thing all over again amidst the panic of only FIVE minutes until race start. Then, frantically trying to run out on to the course and cheer on your girls at least once around the lap while you scramble to get the boys waxed up because they start only minutes after the girls finish. WHEW, is it a relief when it is all over. Now THAT is something I truly, TRULY appreciate of my coaches. THANK YOU, so much, for working so hard all these years to give me bomber kick wax for all my classic races. Not quite sure how you did it, frankly. Likewise, thank you for all of your efforts both in and outside of practice, because I know there were many. For all the late nights working on my training plan, all the extra meetings outside of practice when I had a question that seemed impossible to answer or was freaking out about who knows what, for the pep talks and preparation and the encouragement and constructive criticism. Thank you so much Jeff, Glenn, Ben, August and ALL the other coaches who have come into my life and enabled me to prgoress so much as a skier, athlete and person. I truly appreciate you. Finally, being a coach is an awesome way to give back to the sport. So, if you were ever a ski racer or serious athlete, get out there and do some coaching! Believe me, it will feel really great, you will learn a lot, and you will gain a new sense of pride and appreciation for your sport, yourself and those who have supported you.
By the way... while I am talking about my coaching experiences this year, I would like to take the chance to brag about my kids' performance on Friday at the Mammoth classic races! They did AMAZING! Melanie was our top girl, winning the JV an taking fourth place OVERALL with the varsity girls! She also qualified for JOs in the Skogsloppet earlier this season -- her FIRST season of skiing! Maddy was third place in JV, followed by Ashley in 11th place and Julie in 30th. Ryan again raced to a fourth place finish in the boys' open race and Arjun placed 17th. They raced so hard and looked so strong, and I am SO proud. Way to team!!!
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Ski Season, So Far...
So, here we are, smack dab in the middle of ski season, and I have finally decided to get things going on my blog. While I originally first got the site established last fall, smack dab in the middle of running and triathlon competitions and at an equally inconvenient time, I just wasn't able to commit myself to writing and updating like I had hoped due to the time constraints of school. Now that I am finally a graduate (five and a half years later!), I am setting out a goal for myself to write often, and benefit from my blog in the ways that I intended when I first created it. I truly believe that reflection, whether it be on races, training, attitude or just sports and life in general, is the key to improvement in the future as well as enhancing one's experience now. So... that being said, I begin my first entry, with a reflection on the 09-10 ski season, so far.
This year's ski season has been an incredible one thus far, and I really believe that it will only continue to get better. While I entered the season unconventionally, coming virtually right off of a long competitive season of running and triathlon and without much rest or specific ski training relative to most of the rest of my life, I have really been pleased with my results. It took some time to get adjusted to the snow and the transition was certainly not made easier by my lack of ski-specific training, but once I got over that first hump, things have really been accelerating at a pleasantly surprising rate.
To put it simply, I feel good. I feel in shape, I feel balanced and at ease on my skis, I feel motivated and energized, and most of all I feel hungry and ready to race, and have been able to carry that attitude with me into and all the way through each of the races so far this season. This has for some time now been my biggest struggle, as I have felt stuck in "third-gear," so-to-speak, and just not quite in possession of that competitive drive that sets an athlete apart, for at least a few years now. Since the beginning of this season, that has truly turned around. And right now, I honestly could not ask for anything more. This is a huge goal for me to have accomplished, and it has made such a big difference for me this year, in every way. I believe that I owe most of this change to the extent that I was able to push myself in totally new arenas this past summer and fall. During that time, I saw breakthroughs in the level that I was able to and desired to push myself, and my competitive spirit begin to rise again. Now that I am back in my long-familiar element, I have been able to bring that spark; that desire with me, and racing really does feel like a whole new experience, and a whole new level. I am so grateful.
So far this year I have competed locally in the following races, and with the following results: Auburn Ski Club 9km Duathlon (3rd woman, 1st senior); Snowshoe Thompson 10km Classic Race (3rd woman, 1st senior); Paco's Fun Race 10km Freestyle (1st woman overall); Sierra Skogsloppet 15 km Freestyle Race (2nd woman, 2nd senior); Tahoe Rim Tour 26.2km Classic Race (2nd woman, 1st senior).
Of course, each of these races demonstrated clear areas for improvement and brought respective ups and downs, but all in all, I have been absolutely pleased with each and every one for that one reason discussed above: I pushed. And I mean really pushed. For the first time in a long time, I was really, truly racing, in each of these. I was going for it, with no inhibitions. This doesn't mean that things always went well or I always got the result I wanted, or that the pushing didn't hurt like hell everytime, but it means that I did do what it takes to make it hurt. And in the end, this is a great, great thing. When I have crossed the line after each of these races in extensive pain and knowing that I made that pain happen because of my own level of exertion, I am satisfied, regardless of the result. That is what I have been trying to achieve for a few years now, and that is what skiing is all about.
Fortunately for me this season, I have not had the setbacks of the past keeping me from attaining that feeling, and I have seen the corresponding results. In addition the new level of racing I am experiencing, I feel like I have attained a new level of fitness -- most likely also due to a long, hard summer of making it hurt both in training and competition. I have felt strong in training and been training smart, and this has made skiing extremely fun this season. I feel like I am in a new place and able to make new goals and push myself to greater limits. I would like to follow this route for the rest of this season -- a route to higher goals -- which I plan to continue to carry into the running/tri season this summer.
To do this, here is my tentative plan for the rest of ski season: First and foremost, to train smart. While I want to continue to push myself in training and push the envelope within my training, I need to make sure that I am paying attention to my body and its needs and limitations. I have put in so much work all year long leading up to these months, and I need to be constantly aware that at any moment, my body could simply demand rest and be satisfied with nothing else. That being said, I want to continue to increase my intensity and remain steady with my overall training volume. As far as racing, scheduling has been tough this year, almost entirely due to financial constraints. (Ah, the joy of being a recent college graduate in the midst of an economic recession!). I am in the process right now of trying to make two out-of-town trips work: the Boulder Mountain Tour, next weekend, and the Aspen Supertours (Feb.13-14). As of now, things are not looking too good, with my approximately-50-dollar-current bank account sum! But, we'll see if I can pull something together... You never know! With or without those races, the rest of my year looks like this, for the time being:
Jan. 21 Alpenglow 20km Freestyle
Feb. 6 BMT 30m Freestyle OR Feb. 7 Allen Bard 10km Classic
Feb. 13-14 Aspen Super Tour races (20 km Free, 5 km Classic) OR Feb. 15 Presiden't Cup 15km Freestyle
Feb. 19-20 Nevada Invitational (15 km Free, 5 km Classic)
Feb. 28 Royal Gorge Midseason Freestyle 10km
March 7 Great Ski Race 30km Freestyle
March 28 Gold Rush 42 km Freestyle
For now, these are the races I plan to do for sure. I may try to squeeze a few more in there, or may end up getting sick or just not feeling great and end up dropping one or two. But as it stands, the biggest events would be the BMT, Aspen Super Tour, Nevada Invitational, Great Ski Race and Gold Rush. At these events (provided I can make it to the travel events), I will get to see more extensive competition than at the local races, with a larger pool of very good skiers. This will provide some good chances for me to test my improvement from last season. I hope these races will work out.
Right now I am in a recovery phase after last week's super tough Tahoe Rim Tour race. My body still seems to be tired and my muscles just aren't recovering as fast as I had hoped. So this week, training remains pretty light. I am also racing 20km on Sunday, and while it is not a super important race and I don't necessarily need to be fast, I would like to feel good and again feel in a place where I can keep the momentum of pushing to the limits in yet another race. This while be my main goal for Sunday.
Tomorrow, I am headed off to Mammoth BRIGHT and EARLY (4 am departure!!), for one of the CNISSF high school races. That's the other big change for me this year... I am coaching! I coach the Incline High School team, and they are great! It has been amazing so far, with a really positive impact on my own skiing. More about this tomorrow following the race... for now, I think it is probably beyond time to try to get some rest before the long drive and very long day.
Thanks for reading, and check back soon!
This year's ski season has been an incredible one thus far, and I really believe that it will only continue to get better. While I entered the season unconventionally, coming virtually right off of a long competitive season of running and triathlon and without much rest or specific ski training relative to most of the rest of my life, I have really been pleased with my results. It took some time to get adjusted to the snow and the transition was certainly not made easier by my lack of ski-specific training, but once I got over that first hump, things have really been accelerating at a pleasantly surprising rate.
To put it simply, I feel good. I feel in shape, I feel balanced and at ease on my skis, I feel motivated and energized, and most of all I feel hungry and ready to race, and have been able to carry that attitude with me into and all the way through each of the races so far this season. This has for some time now been my biggest struggle, as I have felt stuck in "third-gear," so-to-speak, and just not quite in possession of that competitive drive that sets an athlete apart, for at least a few years now. Since the beginning of this season, that has truly turned around. And right now, I honestly could not ask for anything more. This is a huge goal for me to have accomplished, and it has made such a big difference for me this year, in every way. I believe that I owe most of this change to the extent that I was able to push myself in totally new arenas this past summer and fall. During that time, I saw breakthroughs in the level that I was able to and desired to push myself, and my competitive spirit begin to rise again. Now that I am back in my long-familiar element, I have been able to bring that spark; that desire with me, and racing really does feel like a whole new experience, and a whole new level. I am so grateful.
So far this year I have competed locally in the following races, and with the following results: Auburn Ski Club 9km Duathlon (3rd woman, 1st senior); Snowshoe Thompson 10km Classic Race (3rd woman, 1st senior); Paco's Fun Race 10km Freestyle (1st woman overall); Sierra Skogsloppet 15 km Freestyle Race (2nd woman, 2nd senior); Tahoe Rim Tour 26.2km Classic Race (2nd woman, 1st senior).
Of course, each of these races demonstrated clear areas for improvement and brought respective ups and downs, but all in all, I have been absolutely pleased with each and every one for that one reason discussed above: I pushed. And I mean really pushed. For the first time in a long time, I was really, truly racing, in each of these. I was going for it, with no inhibitions. This doesn't mean that things always went well or I always got the result I wanted, or that the pushing didn't hurt like hell everytime, but it means that I did do what it takes to make it hurt. And in the end, this is a great, great thing. When I have crossed the line after each of these races in extensive pain and knowing that I made that pain happen because of my own level of exertion, I am satisfied, regardless of the result. That is what I have been trying to achieve for a few years now, and that is what skiing is all about.
Fortunately for me this season, I have not had the setbacks of the past keeping me from attaining that feeling, and I have seen the corresponding results. In addition the new level of racing I am experiencing, I feel like I have attained a new level of fitness -- most likely also due to a long, hard summer of making it hurt both in training and competition. I have felt strong in training and been training smart, and this has made skiing extremely fun this season. I feel like I am in a new place and able to make new goals and push myself to greater limits. I would like to follow this route for the rest of this season -- a route to higher goals -- which I plan to continue to carry into the running/tri season this summer.
To do this, here is my tentative plan for the rest of ski season: First and foremost, to train smart. While I want to continue to push myself in training and push the envelope within my training, I need to make sure that I am paying attention to my body and its needs and limitations. I have put in so much work all year long leading up to these months, and I need to be constantly aware that at any moment, my body could simply demand rest and be satisfied with nothing else. That being said, I want to continue to increase my intensity and remain steady with my overall training volume. As far as racing, scheduling has been tough this year, almost entirely due to financial constraints. (Ah, the joy of being a recent college graduate in the midst of an economic recession!). I am in the process right now of trying to make two out-of-town trips work: the Boulder Mountain Tour, next weekend, and the Aspen Supertours (Feb.13-14). As of now, things are not looking too good, with my approximately-50-dollar-current bank account sum! But, we'll see if I can pull something together... You never know! With or without those races, the rest of my year looks like this, for the time being:
Jan. 21 Alpenglow 20km Freestyle
Feb. 6 BMT 30m Freestyle OR Feb. 7 Allen Bard 10km Classic
Feb. 13-14 Aspen Super Tour races (20 km Free, 5 km Classic) OR Feb. 15 Presiden't Cup 15km Freestyle
Feb. 19-20 Nevada Invitational (15 km Free, 5 km Classic)
Feb. 28 Royal Gorge Midseason Freestyle 10km
March 7 Great Ski Race 30km Freestyle
March 28 Gold Rush 42 km Freestyle
For now, these are the races I plan to do for sure. I may try to squeeze a few more in there, or may end up getting sick or just not feeling great and end up dropping one or two. But as it stands, the biggest events would be the BMT, Aspen Super Tour, Nevada Invitational, Great Ski Race and Gold Rush. At these events (provided I can make it to the travel events), I will get to see more extensive competition than at the local races, with a larger pool of very good skiers. This will provide some good chances for me to test my improvement from last season. I hope these races will work out.
Right now I am in a recovery phase after last week's super tough Tahoe Rim Tour race. My body still seems to be tired and my muscles just aren't recovering as fast as I had hoped. So this week, training remains pretty light. I am also racing 20km on Sunday, and while it is not a super important race and I don't necessarily need to be fast, I would like to feel good and again feel in a place where I can keep the momentum of pushing to the limits in yet another race. This while be my main goal for Sunday.
Tomorrow, I am headed off to Mammoth BRIGHT and EARLY (4 am departure!!), for one of the CNISSF high school races. That's the other big change for me this year... I am coaching! I coach the Incline High School team, and they are great! It has been amazing so far, with a really positive impact on my own skiing. More about this tomorrow following the race... for now, I think it is probably beyond time to try to get some rest before the long drive and very long day.
Thanks for reading, and check back soon!
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